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Okay, have erased the crazy entry I just wrote.

I'm just a little off-balance right now; I feel uncertain, and I am worrying way too much about what other people are thinking. I am imagining too much what other people are thinking. I need to take a deep breath and drop this drama from my head.

In good news, I have managed to clean off my crafting desk. See, I always used to process merchandise at the coffee table, which drove Husband crazy because it would be such a huge mess for a week. He likes to sit on the couch and it's kind of tough when I'm there already with stuff strewn all over the place. So now that my crafting desk is bigger (yay!), I did my sorting there instead. It meant I couldn't craft all weekend, sadly. Now, however, it is entirely clean again, and I have processed a bunch of stuff and only have one bag leftover of merchandise for sale, and two bags of stuff for my stash, which I'll take care of later.

I really need to write some new crafting blog entries and craft something new. See, this is why today is mixed; on one hand I'm troubled just a little by things outside of my control, and on the other hand I feel happy for new accomplishments. I've just posted two more new stories, one of which was a little unfinished thing which has made me very happy. It was kind of hanging around and bugging me for a while. Mixed.

I'm also feeling stressed because my to-do list has grown again. Taxes, y'know, and I am starting to panic. Just preparing all of the stuff to send to my tax guy is a big chore. And I haven't even started yet. *sigh*

Okay, enough moping. I'm going to do some crafting and I'm going to kiss Husband when he gets home and I am going to think thoughts made of win rather than low self-esteem.

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Date: 2011-03-14 11:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] logospilgrim.livejournal.com
*tender robed embrace*

*also, points at icon*

:-)

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Date: 2011-03-15 12:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
hee!! Thank you so much, the cookies are beautiful. *huge hugs*

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Date: 2011-03-14 11:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ook.livejournal.com
*sends hugs to you* :)

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Date: 2011-03-15 12:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
Aw, thanks! It's really making me crazy, because this drama is...mostly imaginary. Dratted low self-esteem. This is why I'm so lucky to have Husband; he is forever shoring me up. :)

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Date: 2011-03-15 12:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] idleleaves.livejournal.com
Gah, those self-deprecating and low-self-esteem-y thoughts are hard to stop, aren't they? I sympathise--it's been an emotional rollercoaster lately for me, too.

*stuffs cookies and chocolate through the modem*

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Date: 2011-03-15 12:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
I hates it so much. It really gets in my head and swims around, you know; it takes serious effort to eject it. I'm starting to feel a little better now, though. I had blood drawn this morning and I've been feeling a little low ever since. :(

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Date: 2011-03-15 04:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tjs-whatnot.livejournal.com
*hugs and ♥*

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Date: 2011-03-15 10:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
Aw, thank you so much!! *hugs in return*

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Date: 2011-03-15 06:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jaelle-n-gilla.livejournal.com
*hugs* Don't let what other people think (or may think) drag you down. Such periods of low self esteem need to be treated with hot chocolate and a relax bath, and the general attitude of devil may care :-)
Edited Date: 2011-03-15 06:51 am (UTC)

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Date: 2011-03-15 10:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
Yes, chocolate was definitely involved, and I am feeling a little better today. *nodnod* Thank you so much, sweetie! *hugs*

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Date: 2011-03-15 11:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ashkevran.livejournal.com
Oh...! Just a *hug*. You are driving yourself hard here I see...breathe and know all will be well.

-Angel

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Date: 2011-03-16 12:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
Aw, thank you so much! *hugs back* I am feeling better. It's nearly always a temporary thing, honestly. :)

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Date: 2011-03-19 06:37 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hardboiledbaby
Thinking thoughts of win is made of win *nodnod* You are awesome. *smishes*

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Date: 2011-03-19 07:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
I will continue to try to think thoughts of win! Hopefully I will be successful. *grins* And thank you! *lionsmooches*

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Date: 2011-03-21 07:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thedoingofit.livejournal.com
*hugs hugs hugs*

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Date: 2011-03-21 02:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] valis2.livejournal.com
You're SO sweet. *giant hugs* Thank you!

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