wah

Right about now I'm wishing that I hadn't even woken up. Can I do this morning over again, with a little less stress? Please?

Friends...

...I find myself in need of positive vibes.

Tomorrow I get the answer from the credit union about a loan to help me with my credit card debt (incurred lo these many years ago to start my business). If I get the loan, I might be on the path to home ownership, late next year. This is such an important step--I'm really hoping that the loan goes through and that the payments are manageable.

The tension is really getting to me. Any good thoughts sent my way would be appreciated!