I could just scream.
Nov. 17th, 2005 12:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
valis2I finished the Fic of Dhûm, but it still has to be beta'ed. I'm very much hoping that ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
mariannelee will be able to beta it tonight, though I haven't seen her online. I should be dancing on the countertops because I think it turned out decently, but instead I'm just so angry.
On the RL front, my oldest friend called me, and it turns out she has just been terribly hurt emotionally. I am two thousand miles away, and it's so tremendously frustrating, because I just want to be there for her, and I'm not.
*growls and wants to throw things*
I had this weird, horrible feeling years ago, and it's come to pass. I'm so upset about this, and it's absolutely a drop in the bucket compared to how she is feeling right now. I'm just so worried and freaking out.
The morning is wiser than the evening. I have to get to bed. I hope I can get to sleep...
mariannelee will be able to beta it tonight, though I haven't seen her online. I should be dancing on the countertops because I think it turned out decently, but instead I'm just so angry.On the RL front, my oldest friend called me, and it turns out she has just been terribly hurt emotionally. I am two thousand miles away, and it's so tremendously frustrating, because I just want to be there for her, and I'm not.
*growls and wants to throw things*
I had this weird, horrible feeling years ago, and it's come to pass. I'm so upset about this, and it's absolutely a drop in the bucket compared to how she is feeling right now. I'm just so worried and freaking out.
The morning is wiser than the evening. I have to get to bed. I hope I can get to sleep...