gnashing of teeth/music of the spheres

I'm finishing the SnuSa, working on the last thousand words or so, and as always, it's a combination of exhilaration and inadequacy. No matter what I do, those two moods dominate my writing frame of mind. I read it and I hate it; I read it and I love it; there isn't much room in between.

I will be so happy to have this finished and turned in. I'm driving myself crazy.

Thank goodness my extremely informal beta (not my official beta) is very much liking it so far, and he's a very good barometer.

YAY

9000 WORDS

OFF TO THE BETA

*collapses*