Pressure, argh, damnit.

[valis2]

I have been flailing about for a couple days at this point. I am in extended flailing mode. Not in a good way, either.

I have so much to do. I would list it out here, but that would be depressing for me, and boring for you.

I am also feeling so totally cranky and angry about everything, which is not my normal state of affairs. I've broken out the chocolate I planned to take with me on the trip, so that should tell you something.

I leave Friday, will be gone for 32 days to AZ. I return for a week, then I go to FL. I return for a week, then I go on my long cross-country trip. Then I return for a week, and then go to LA (PR, hooray!), and then I'm home for a couple weeks, and then I go to WI for three weeks, and then I'm home, and then I go to Prophecy, and then...

...I fall face down on the bed and sleep.

I have so much to do before I go. I have done far less than I hoped.

On top of this, I really am not caring for the moody crap, nor am I appreciative of the sudden tremendous drop in fannish self-esteem I seem to be experiencing. grrr.

No commiseration necessary. I feel better just having snarked to the universe.

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[gypsyjolie.livejournal.com]

maybe I can see you while you are in WI? call me and I'll drive out and we can get dinner or something, or maybe you can come to Madison for a night and stay with us. I know you're busy but I so rarely see you. *begs prettily*

[valis2.livejournal.com]

I so wish I could, but I'm not sure it's going to work out. We're getting ready for AZ, and taking down the second store completely, so I have a feeling we will have only a minute of spare time. Worse, I have to hit the ground running when we get back, because I have to be back in MI ASAP, because I might have a show that very weekend, in OH. wah!

*hugs* I'm so sorry, sweetie. I'm so completely stressed right now, and it would be so lovely to see both of you and your smiling faces, but I have a feeling I'm going to be going bananas.