Bizarro week
May. 1st, 2009 12:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
valis2I am really scratching my head at the universe.
I've managed to give myself half a black eye (with my own finger, no less). I had a dream which was so sad I woke up crying. I've had neck pain, back pain, and guilt from a friend. I've been so damned sleep deprived, and been woken up countless times by Husband (accidentally). It's like we've never shared a bed before, despite having shared one for seven years.
The giant Riptide story has become inaccessible in my head. I don't know what happened. I have six pages of notes, I'm totally ready to finish it, but my brain has seized and is excited by other things. (Don't worry, I will eventually get my ducks in a row with it. However, I don't think it's possible to post it before I leave on my trip, so it'll have to wait until late June. Which makes me more emo.)
Geese Wars is continuing on our back lawn and in the pond. Complete with massive rounds of honking.
I am fascinated with Dreamwidth, yet I am groaning at having yet another journalling service to watch. I am valis2 over there. I think I will use it to back up this journal for now.
My grandmother has fallen twice in her Assisted Living apartment this week. The second time, she had to be taken to the hospital. I was going to visit her after work yesterday, but found out she was in transit back to the apartment, and I had eBay listings to finish and so I will visit her this weekend instead. Probably tomorrow.
My only first cousin is pregnant, and it's a huge surprise to everyone except her. She's going to be induced tomorrow, which is the day of the impromptu baby shower that is being thrown by her mother. I got the invitation on Tuesday. Should be a strange event.
EBay continues to be odd. Auctions aren't doing that well, but the store is still holding. I think I might cautiously expand my store inventory over the summer and see what happens.
I just feel very topsy-turvy right now. Emotional. I have another very long business trip coming up, and I'm just...sad. I haven't accomplished anything. Well, except writing 37k. That was pretty nice, but it's not feeling that fantastic at the moment because it's just...stopped. This is such a common cycle for me--procrastinate, prepare to leave for trip, go crazy with guilt and run around like an idjit just before walking out the door.
I think I want the week to be over. I don't want to redo it. I just want it done. *sighs*
ETA: Oh, and a customer just emailed me to say that she won't be able to purchase from me for a while because she's broke.
And then she lists a bunch of things she wants to buy from me now, and I should invoice her. Um, what? Is this a weird ploy to get a price break? I don't understand.
I've managed to give myself half a black eye (with my own finger, no less). I had a dream which was so sad I woke up crying. I've had neck pain, back pain, and guilt from a friend. I've been so damned sleep deprived, and been woken up countless times by Husband (accidentally). It's like we've never shared a bed before, despite having shared one for seven years.
The giant Riptide story has become inaccessible in my head. I don't know what happened. I have six pages of notes, I'm totally ready to finish it, but my brain has seized and is excited by other things. (Don't worry, I will eventually get my ducks in a row with it. However, I don't think it's possible to post it before I leave on my trip, so it'll have to wait until late June. Which makes me more emo.)
Geese Wars is continuing on our back lawn and in the pond. Complete with massive rounds of honking.
I am fascinated with Dreamwidth, yet I am groaning at having yet another journalling service to watch. I am valis2 over there. I think I will use it to back up this journal for now.
My grandmother has fallen twice in her Assisted Living apartment this week. The second time, she had to be taken to the hospital. I was going to visit her after work yesterday, but found out she was in transit back to the apartment, and I had eBay listings to finish and so I will visit her this weekend instead. Probably tomorrow.
My only first cousin is pregnant, and it's a huge surprise to everyone except her. She's going to be induced tomorrow, which is the day of the impromptu baby shower that is being thrown by her mother. I got the invitation on Tuesday. Should be a strange event.
EBay continues to be odd. Auctions aren't doing that well, but the store is still holding. I think I might cautiously expand my store inventory over the summer and see what happens.
I just feel very topsy-turvy right now. Emotional. I have another very long business trip coming up, and I'm just...sad. I haven't accomplished anything. Well, except writing 37k. That was pretty nice, but it's not feeling that fantastic at the moment because it's just...stopped. This is such a common cycle for me--procrastinate, prepare to leave for trip, go crazy with guilt and run around like an idjit just before walking out the door.
I think I want the week to be over. I don't want to redo it. I just want it done. *sighs*
ETA: Oh, and a customer just emailed me to say that she won't be able to purchase from me for a while because she's broke.
And then she lists a bunch of things she wants to buy from me now, and I should invoice her. Um, what? Is this a weird ploy to get a price break? I don't understand.
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Date: 2009-05-01 07:25 pm (UTC);) *Hugs*